It has proven to me again and again that i need to call myself in a meting and make peace with the fact that it is always telling me the truth, it has been quite loud actually. The moment you come to realize that you knew long,you lose the ability to even think straight. I almost actually fell down due to lose of strength in my legs, i am not being dramatic by the way.
I chose, I uphold that I will forever listen and trust to my gut feeling. Energy does not lie and you can always sense it from a mile away. A bad feeling lingers fo long, it will even make you develop pimples if you supress it. Tried and tested. The mere fact that you choose not to listen to the gut, suppress the bad energy and feeling, it will haunt you till the day you make peace and then it will fade out slowly.
Now I’m here typing in the cold, thinking and overthinking, but atleast now i know, we have started the process of letting go. follow your heart they said, follow your heart i echo. The nitty gritty details i might not elaborate now but maybe one day or maybe in my book,which should not be later but soon.
I will love you and leave you here with that short but sweet nugget of a riddle, but i will ask rhetorically do you trust your GUT?